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I need support. I feel ugly. I am not eating. I am hurting. i am done. i hate life. i want to leave this world. am i at fault for being raped yesterday?
thank you. i just, can't eat i am too worried ill be fat if i eat i cantI'm sorry to hear you are feeling so bad. You are not ugly. Please try your best to eat at least a little something. Have something you like to make it easier. I have hated life at times too so I know that feeling. It's absolutely not your fault you were raped. Rape is NEVER the victim's fault. Since you were recently raped, if you are in the US and need support or if you are still in danger you can contact RAINN (Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network). https://www.rainn.org/
that's super sweet/ he is beside me licking me lmao my hands have dog food taste so hes licking me greedy fuck lollFrom your posts about Teddy, I think that sweet little fella would be as lost without you as you would be without him. Hang in there honey, you are loved and needed.
awwww hugsTeddy's a fuzzy little bundle of love, he's there for you even in your darkest times, Elya. I know all too well there's no "off" switch for depression, but keep in mind it does pass, things do get better, and there are plenty of very good people right here who you can chat with and let it all out. Most of us have been where you are, to one degree or another, so we all understand! You are not alone, and while we are not a replacement for professional help, we can be a shoulder to cry on, or a sympathetic ear to listen