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[willowtigger]

whats the intentions of forum authorities here? against me i mean?

 

[PGen98]

I don't believe there to be any negative intentions towards you, if that's what you mean. I've only been here for a couple of days and I can see pretty clearly that everyone here loves and cares dearly about you. Nothing but positive vibes and the best of wishes

 

[Welf]

I agree. You are well liked here so I highly doubt anyone is against you. Is this three telling you this?

 

[Catsmother]

Hi @willowtigger

We don't have any intentions at all against you or anyone else. You're loved here and we have no reason to harm you.

 

[willowtigger]

i'm getting caught in a spirals i sorry, accusing forums of having bad intentions against me

 

[Catsmother]

i'm getting caught in a spirals i sorry, accusing forums of having bad intentions against me

No need to apologise. I get that you have been hurt on other forums but I can assure you that it won't happen here.

 

[Welf]

For me you are in the right place to recieve understanding and a comforting reaction here. I know how its like to get in such a spiral that you are convinced of something that if you are ok would bever even come to mind.

I myself would not mind if you ask this every day. If it helps you to read the replies then please do.

 

[willowtigger]

i just hope nobody gets angry when i spiral like this

 

[Welf]

I am not going to get angry with you. I have had a few moments where I got so anxious that I asked you if we were ok. In my mind I was convinced you hated me. But I asked.

You can ask as well. And we will answer you. And tell you we care about you.

 

[willowtigger]

the hug thing on posts i keep thinking it's having a very satisfying poo

 

[Catsmother]

i just hope nobody gets angry when i spiral like this

I'm definitely not angry with you.

 

[willowtigger]

inner turmoil

 

[Welf]

 

[loneliness]

i'm getting caught in a spirals i sorry, accusing forums of having bad intentions against me

Just know that nobody judges you for this or posting this thread.

If it makes you feel any better, I have the exact same thought process and irrational thinking. I think people are against me a lot of the time.

 

[willowtigger]

scum bags like me get destroyed

 

[Catsmother]

scum bags like me get destroyed

What makes you think that you're a scumbag?

 

[Welf]

People like you deserve kindness and love. To have friends and to be happy. A loving how with gorgeous cats!

 

[willowtigger]

What makes you think that you're a scumbag?

three

 

[PGen98]

the hug thing on posts i keep thinking it's having a very satisfying poo

I didn't actually pay attention, but you're absolutely right, it does!

scum bags like me get destroyed

Not at all! You're not a scum bag and you deserve the same love, respect and affection as everyone else. Never let yourself be convinced that you deserve anything less, you're a good person with a good heart!

 

[Foxy]

I like you very much @willowtigger. Cat lovers are some of the nicest people on the planet. (((HUGS)))