Hi @Amy78, you've come to the right place!Hi Everyone, very low & just need to post this
Struggling with everything. I just feel like a complete failure & that I've no hope in the future. Just turned 32, never had a job. Still a Virgin. I'm here but don't feel like I'm alive if that makes sense
wasnt all that long ago a couple years at least that i had the very same thing its really painful but it can also be a motivator if you twist it around and apply it just hang in there and take what youre feeling and apply it to something maybe write songs or even a short storyStruggling with everything. I just feel like a complete failure & that I've no hope in the future.
You don't ever need to be ashamed of that, I'm in exactly the same boat. It's hard to live with, it hurts to think about, but it's not a reflection on you, personally. It's something that will happen when it's meant to happen. It takes time and effort to get past the blockages that stop us from pursuing the things we want, but there's time to work on that. You can absolutely find someone and have a great partnership for life. Don't be in a rush to give yourself physically to someone just because you don't want to be a virgin, though, make sure you take the time to find the right person, let them know you want the real thing, not the one night fling. You'll get there!I think I've just been looking for something to look forward to & maybe push myself to do something. I went paddleboarding recently something I've talked about for years but couldn't get out of my head. Didn't enjoy it at all! Self conscious etc. As regards my non existing live life. Had a huge crush on a guy but recently found out he has a gf.
Suppose at the end of the day I'm kind of ashamed of myself... For been a Virgin & never even kissed anyone
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